What I Learned Along the Way

From chaos to order

Petra Peyer · 2 min read

I used to be just chaos. Today, my life excites me.

The one that used every minute…
Maybe you know it too.
From chaos to order and structure.
I used to be just chaos.
Everywhere. Everything.

Today I am stepping into order and planning. They say it’s my soul’s gift
It takes focus, presence, awareness, and will.
Also - you must want to.
And have a drive, something that excites you.
My life used to drain me.

Today,
My life excites me.
My study excites me.
My job excites me.
And so, today:

I wake up early.
I pack my bag for the day.
I take the bus, with my dog. I do buy the wrong ticket…
I drop my dog off with my friends, who wait for me when I get off the bus.
3 min to catch the train.

I get on the train.
Off at HB in Zürich.
Deal with returning the wrong ticket.
And run in the rain to start my study day IKP Zürich.

And now, at lunch break, I take exactly the 50 minutes we have to cross the city with my flyer for Sunday breathe, and learn how the new space Im opening this Sunday for breathwork and sound healing in Zürich - works.

Then back.
Eat fast.
Study more.
Practice more.
Take the train back home.

Cook dinner for the kids.
Breathe.
Chill.
Sleep.

Tomorrow, day 2… it's either back to school, or a shadow work workshop with Charles Myssy. I dunno yet what I decide. Charly has been calling me for years… maybe I should take the opportunity he’s here.

Let's see!
That's me.
And you?
How do you do it?
Chaos or order?

~ Petra